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The she-cat padded up to MoonSight and nudged his shoulder.

"Thanks, for talking me into doing something like that. I don't think I would of, without your guidance."

She let out a steady purr, but then stopped, looking at the ground.

"You're a great cat, ya know."

She smiled.

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Moonsight turned to look at Foxstar, smiling brightly. “Naw, you would’ve. It just wouldn’t have been so quickly.”

He paused, shifting his weight slightly. Unsure of what to say he grinned up at Foxstar slightly. “Thanks. And I’m glad Wavestar chose you. No matter what anyone says, he believed in you. And so do I.”

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FoxStar blinked, and tilted her head slightly to the blurred out figure, who was MoonSight.

"Why do you believe in me?"

She sighed.

"I mean, why would you? StarClan doesn't believe in me.."

She looked at her black paws which were blurry.

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Moonsight shrugged, glaring up at the sky partially. “I don’t know, you tell me why I believe in you Foxstar.” He paused, tilting his head. “I don’t have faith in Starclan anymore, I need someone to put my faith into.”

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FoxStar blinked at MoonSight, and gave his shoulder a nudge.

"I can't answer that, silly."

Her tail tip flicked, and she sighed.

"I want to put my faith out of StarClan.. but I just can't help but think.. That StarClan is there. I just got to have my faith in StarClan.."

She looked at the sky as well, ears flickering.

"Maybe because I just have to believe that.. All my friends and family.. Not that I know my family, but.. I just have to believe that they are there, looking after me. No matter if StarClan is real or not, I just have to believe.."

She looked at her black paws again, and scuffled them.

"Do you know what I mean?"

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Moonsight nodded slightly. “Yeah, I understand.” He paused before sighing again. “I guess I believe that Starclan does exist, I just don’t know how I can ever trust them again. I know that Starclan is better now with Wavestar, and maybe even Lancey, up there but they’re just a couple cats. They can’t change the whole of a clan that big…”

He shuffled his feet awkwardly before continuing. “Like, I wish some of the rules Starclan held didn’t exist. Some I don’t believe in, and they make me wonder how cats could live by them.”

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FoxStar merely nodded, her tail tip flicking slightly.

"I understand completely. I don't even know why I believe so much in it, I guess it is what I said before, to believe it is a place where my past relatives and friends go. I don't know why else.."

Her eyes merely narrowed, only in a way of thinking.

"I wish I knew completely if StarClan was real or not, or If I am just being crazy about everything."

She looked at her black paws.

"I remember.. cats telling me, I was brought here. No, not by a real cat, or anything, but by something.. well.. shimmering or glowing. Like, a ghostly cat. They said it was a she-cat, most likely. The figure seemed to just nod, placed me near the entrance, and waited for someone to arrive...

Then, they possibly say, I was just brought here by a miracle, or a fox brought me here, cause of my markings. My fluffy tail, and my colors.

Some say, I was born here, but my family died, all wiped out, and that I don't belong here. That I am just a fox, just mixed up in a cat's body, and that is why I look the way I look..

I don't know what to believe, I don't know how I got here, all I know, is that I'm glad I'm here. I'm glad I actually have a friend here who understands what I am going through. I am glad that a cat is willing to listen to my rants, my complaints, and care no less what I say or do."

She smiled softly, her head slowly moving upwards to look at him a bit.

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Moonsight listened quietly before replying. “Well however you ended up here, I’m glad you did.” He paused glancing around camp, everything was so enclosed. He hadn’t realized it till he had left, but every clan did live a very sheltered life, even rouges did. “Have you ever thought of running a way Foxstar?” He broke off, blinking as he contemplated his next sentence. “I mean like, really run away? The kind where you throw everything you know behind you and just run?”

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FoxStar blinked. She had just spoken not too long ago with MoonSpirit about that.. How did he? Oh, he couldn't of known!

"Y-Y-Yes.. Is that a bad thing?"

She looked at him, her tail tip flickering oddly.

"Should.. I not want to? Should I.. want to stay?"

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Moonsight shook his head. “As far as I’m concerned it’s not. I was just wondering if anyone else felt the way I do. Every morning I wake up and try to think of one reason why I should stay here. As far as I’ve come up with, there’s only five reasons why I stay.”

He paused, glancing up at Foxstar. “Why would you want to leave?”

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FoxStar stared at MoonSight, listening to what he was saying. She wanted to know what the reasons were, but if she asked, would she be too nosey? She might as well ask.

"What are some of the reasons? I-If you don't want to tell me, it's fine.."

She sighed, and the question made her ears flick.

"I want to run away because I am just a fool. I am just a burden. I make WindClan look like a joke, a laughing stock. I can feel mocking stares burn against my filthy pelt each day, each moment.

I dislike this feeling, I want to run away from that.

Another reason is my fears of what I could do. I could turn this clan into a band of rogues, I could make this whole clan burn up in flames, I could just make everything go wrong. I am no leader, I am a filthy cat."

She looked down at her black paws, not telling anyone these things before. Then again, he was the only one who actually understood.

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Moonsight shrugged, “Mosspelt, her kits, Lillywhisker, the fact Wavestar wanted me here and…” He broke off abruptly glaring up at Foxstar. “And anyone could burn down a clan. It’s easy. As far as I can tell, you haven’t done that yet. I can guarantee that you’re going to make mistakes, but you’ll survive. Most of the time.”

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Boy, she really did want to know the last reason. Then again, she was so nosey! She shook her head, pushing thoughts away from her mind.

"I-I.. I don't know. I just want to run.. Run from everything. I want to hide like a little kit hiding behind it's mother.."

She took a deep breath in, and a deep breath out. She looked down, her tail tip flickering.

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Moonsight smirked slightly. Though the smirk disappeared as quickly as it had come, and so did the thoughts that had caused it. Instead he frowned lightly before replying quietly. “You could always run away. Lillywhisker could spin a tale about how you fell off the gorge…and, I could take you far enough away from here that other cats would never find you.”

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She looked at him slightly, but then shook her head, staring at the ground once more.

"I want to.. really.. I do.. but I'm not sure how I could live out there.. well.. alone."

Her ears flickered a bit, and a sigh was released from her jaws.

"Not sure what I'll exactly do out there.. either."

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