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The screams shook the air, draining the once peaceful forest of all its beauty. It was hard to believe this place had once been a training ground, calm and quiet. Now it was the warzone in which would most likely be the last battle.

Cats on both sides were losing their lives, and it was becoming harder to not trip over dead bodies. The green grass was now a deep shade of red; where there was grass left at all. Most of it had been torn away.

“Lancey! Watch out!” The cry echoed above all else, and everything seemed to pause. A white streak burst away from the others, and knocked over the assailant; disappearing once again. And the fight was once again on.

“Moonsight! No!” The familiar cry jerked him back to his own battle, only to see the cat leaping at him to deal the death blow.

The tom jerked awake, breathing deeply. Another nightmare. Why did they always come to him?

Climbing out of the warriors den Moonsight sat near the entrance of the clearing. He needed the fresh air, it was the only thing apart from Mosspelt that seemed to calm him these days. No one else seemed to understand, or actually seem to care. They’d all just look away whenever he mentioned something of the battle. It was getting unbearable. Why couldn’t they accept what had happened? Why couldn’t he?

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The she-cat was coming out of her den, not even noticing MoonSight there out of the warrior's den. Then again, she could not see very well.

She trumpled down, and when she went to pass the warrior's den, that is when she took notice.

She paused, and sat down. She tilted her head slightly to the left, ears flicking.

"What is bothering you, MoonSight?"

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Moonsight glanced up before shrugging. “Nightmare as usual. You?” He paused staring off into the shadows once again. “I just can’t seem to get rid of the way Wavestar died. Every single night it haunts me.” His voice was a mere whisper, and he sounded totally alone.

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The she-cat sighed, and nodded.

"I understand. I might not of felt the same pain, in the way you do, I might not of been there, but I understand what you are going through."

She gave him a small, weak smile.

"Believe me."

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Moonsight glanced at the other before nodding briefly. “I believe you. Thank you.” He paused shrugging slightly. “It seems as if other cats are doubting how Wavestar really did die… or I’m just paranoid. I’m probably just paranoid, I always am now.”

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She pressed her nose against his shoulder.

"Nah. I am dealing with things myself. As you can tell, I haven't been myself."

She shrugged, and glanced at her unusual black paws.

"But then again, I might be worrying about nothing."

She gave him another weak smile.

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Moonsight nodded slightly. He felt bad, others had it worse than him, at least he still had Mosspelt, and he knew Lillywhisker was out in the forest somewhere. He had only witnessed the death of many of his friends. “Things will get better. It always does.” He paused once again. “We’re quite a pair aren’t we?”

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FoxStar nodded.

"Things always get better, I sure hope my problems do."

She gave him another weak smile.

"Indeed we are."

She laughed a bit.

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The tom chuckled slightly before growing serious again.. “No matter what happens though, I will always follow your judgment. Wavestar obviously trusted you, and even if others start to doubt it. I won’t.” He paused again before chuckling. “And now I’m starting to sound like a friend of mine.”

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The she-cat nodded slightly.

"Not many cats trusted me, then again, that might be because I look so much like a fox, I might suddenly turn into one."

She laughed herself at her own joke.

"I know you will, you've shown trust, and loyalty. And eh, who cares if you do, you sound like yourself as well."

She smiled, the tip of her white tail flicking across his ear.

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Moonsight shook his head. “If they are so unobservant that they honestly believe that, then I’d doubt their sanity.” He paused again before sighing. Looking at the exit out of camp he blinked.

Moonsight walked back into camp, pausing to take in the entrance. Lowering his head even further he continued on, only stopping when he reached the cliff. Glancing up his shoulders slumped before he leaped, none to gracefully, onto the ledge slightly above him.

He waited a few moments, watching as the dejected cats filled into the clearing. They all knew, even if they weren’t there. Lancey had told them all, if he, his deputy, and Wavestar, were all to die, Moonsight would be the one to lead the clan till they recovered.

“I’m so sorry everyone. They’re gone…I… I couldn’t stop them.” The choked sobs only tore his heart apart more.

Moonsight blinked once again, shaking his head. “Yeah. I maybe that is why we got along so well together, we were so much alike.”

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She blinked, watching him. She flicked her tail tip on his ear.

"You okay? You were day-dreamin' there for a minute."

Her ears flicked a bit, her head slightly tilted.

"What really bothers you?"

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Moonsight smiled slightly though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Of course I’m fine. When am I not?” His eyes returned to the exit though before ducking to the ground quickly. There were still times, that even the slightest thing could still remind him of everything.

“The fact that I failed.” He whispered silently. “The fact that so many lives were lost, and I couldn’t save one. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t save one of them. And so many of those cats are scarred for life, some can never fight again. I had to walk through that camp and try to lead it, all the while wondering why it wasn’t me that was injured like that. And to know, that I would be leaving to go home to a clan that didn’t need me like they did. What did I do to deserve that? What did I do to see Wavestar killed?”

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Her eyes went hollow. She couldn't say she understood his pain, she couldn't say she understood what he was saying, but she wanted to say it, she wanted to understand.

"MoonSight.. You haven't done a thing.. Just remember that you are living, just remember, that you are living for a reason, to serve some purpose, to make someone going. You have stopped me from bad times, and made my face turn upside down."

Her ears flicked.

"You stay by my side, you still believe what you want to believe, you never bring yourself that far down low. You still motivate people, like MossPelt."

She smiled.

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Moonsight shrugged. “Mosspelt has Jaggedpelt and her kits. She could’ve moved on without me; and she would always have Lillywhisker if she needed her.” He broke off, glancing back to the warriors den. Sighing he turned back to stare at his paws.

“I wish I knew what Starclan meant for me to do. I’m getting sick of all this back and forth, so many things were easier when all I had to worry about was myself and Mosspelt.” He glanced back up at Foxstar. “Now I have to worry about Lillywhisker, Mosspelt, her kits, the cats I left behind, our clan, and the other clans.”

He stopped again, before smiling lightly. “How can you lead a clan so well? I was always messing up, Lillywhisker was always laughing at some mistake I had made.”

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