Waking(Open-Plz Post!!!)

[Deleted]

Bluepaw looked down. She tried to think. When she finally caught a memory her throat had a lump and she shook her head. "I don't know, but how long have I been like this? How long..."

[Deleted]

Riddlehawk shook his head. Longer than a week. Perhaps as long as a month. he said finally.

[Deleted]

Bluepaw gasped. Oh my StarClan. My poor mother...

[Deleted]

'' CowSpot

[/font]
Why am I cursed, to do nothing right? [/center]

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

The tom looked at BluePaw, and shook his head. His eyes left her, and went down to his paws. He murmur'd.

"Sorry.."

He stood up, and padded over to a corner, curling up in it. Since of how close he was, it seemed he was even connected to it, or he looked like a kit.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

[/font]

[Deleted]

"What did you do? What makes you so depressed?"

[Deleted]

'' CowSpot

[/font]
Leave me here to rot. [/center]

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

CowSpot rose his head, his yellow gaze showing pain. He stared at her.

"I did not watch you right, I should of been more careful. I was careless, I wasn't paying attention... I got you through this, your mother, everyone. It's all my fault!"

He cowered, his head tucking under his paws and tail.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

[/font]

[Deleted]

"How did you know there was LurkClan cats prowling in our own forest, you got me back didn't you?"

[Deleted]

'' CowSpot

[/font]
Save me. [/center]

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

He didn't even bother to move, his voice only being heard from his fur.

"I should of known! I wasn't even aware, I wasn't even paying attention.. I can't forgive myself.. Just because I got you back, doesn't mean that It wasn't my fault.. Your mom hates me now, and I am starting to hate myself."

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

[/font]

[Deleted]

Bluepaw thought it was hard for her mother to hate anyone, especially a cat that she once spoke so highly of. "Talk to her, If you try and convince her you can convince yourself."

[Deleted]

'' CowSpot

[/font]
Let me out of this curse! [/center]

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

He rose his head, his eyes staring at her. His yellow eyes filled with sorrow.

"I tried.. GoldenFur.. everyone did.. everyone in the clan.. she can't be convinced!"

He dug his head back in his own fur.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

[/font]

[Deleted]

Riddlehawk got up and went and sat next to Cowspot. Everyone but me tried. I'll try. Don't worry. Once Goldenfur sees that her daughter is awake again she'll try and rethink things.

[Deleted]

Bluepaw nodded. "Goldenfur must blame herself a little, she tends to."

[Deleted]

'' CowSpot

[/font]
So much pain. [/center]

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

CowSpot breathed in his own fur, scared, frightened. The scent of fear flooded off of his pelt, his form. He kept his eyes closed, trying to forget about all of this happening.

It was better when my memory was screwed.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

[Deleted]

"Cowspot! Just try! Please!" she begged. "Please!"

[Deleted]

Riddlehawk ran from the den and out across camp. GOLDENFUR!!!!!!!!!!! he yowled loudly, his bright gold eyes searching the camp for a sign of the she-cat.