Post by Deleted on Jul 15, 2010 8:59:48 GMT -8
The young tom didn't know where he was going, exactly. He just knew he had to urge to go somewhere.
The pale tabby hadn't been feeling like his usual self the last few days. Irritation made his tail twitch constantly. Pointless anger made him want to snap at whatever cat approached him. His fur would bristle if they tried. There was no reason he could name for this particular behavior, nor any blame on his mind to dwell on.
Icepaw had felt this way since the 'battle' with WindClan, and that was the best reason he could find for the strong emotions reaching even to his claws. That mockery of a battle had been nothing for him. He'd found himself at a loss as the other, older cats fought around him, but there was no open opponent for him to take. And when the apprentice had tried to help a Clanmate fight off a warrior, it had ended in n instant with nothing left for him to do.
"It's not fair," he growled under his breath, kicking aside a rock as he padded on. "I never get to actually fight any cat. Every time, some cat comes along to break it up. What's the use of training if I can't even use what I know?"
He spat on the ground and stopped where he was. That wasn't the only thing that was bothering him. It was also just being this way. The young tom normally had a much better disposition that this. Feeling so angry, and for an actually pointless reason, was making him feel all the worse. Icepaw didn't want to feel this way at all. And yet he was.
Icepaw shook his head, growling a little, before looking around him for the first time. His blue eyes widened in realization- he must have wandered straight across Stepping Stones, for now he was padding straight along the ThunderClan side of the boarder. How did I not notice that? The fur along his spine prickled. I shouldn't be here- I need to get back on my side of the river, now!
But the pale tabby didn't move. Instead, he stood stock still, just staring off into the tall oaks in front of him. He felt like some cat was already out there, not too far off. It wouldn't matter if he raced across the surface of the water, they would still have seen him. So the apprentice stood a bit straighter and unsheathed his claws in preparation. He didn't know what to expect, but if there was to be an attack from the undergrowth, he would welcome it. It had been too long since he'd really used his claws.
The pale tabby hadn't been feeling like his usual self the last few days. Irritation made his tail twitch constantly. Pointless anger made him want to snap at whatever cat approached him. His fur would bristle if they tried. There was no reason he could name for this particular behavior, nor any blame on his mind to dwell on.
Icepaw had felt this way since the 'battle' with WindClan, and that was the best reason he could find for the strong emotions reaching even to his claws. That mockery of a battle had been nothing for him. He'd found himself at a loss as the other, older cats fought around him, but there was no open opponent for him to take. And when the apprentice had tried to help a Clanmate fight off a warrior, it had ended in n instant with nothing left for him to do.
"It's not fair," he growled under his breath, kicking aside a rock as he padded on. "I never get to actually fight any cat. Every time, some cat comes along to break it up. What's the use of training if I can't even use what I know?"
He spat on the ground and stopped where he was. That wasn't the only thing that was bothering him. It was also just being this way. The young tom normally had a much better disposition that this. Feeling so angry, and for an actually pointless reason, was making him feel all the worse. Icepaw didn't want to feel this way at all. And yet he was.
Icepaw shook his head, growling a little, before looking around him for the first time. His blue eyes widened in realization- he must have wandered straight across Stepping Stones, for now he was padding straight along the ThunderClan side of the boarder. How did I not notice that? The fur along his spine prickled. I shouldn't be here- I need to get back on my side of the river, now!
But the pale tabby didn't move. Instead, he stood stock still, just staring off into the tall oaks in front of him. He felt like some cat was already out there, not too far off. It wouldn't matter if he raced across the surface of the water, they would still have seen him. So the apprentice stood a bit straighter and unsheathed his claws in preparation. He didn't know what to expect, but if there was to be an attack from the undergrowth, he would welcome it. It had been too long since he'd really used his claws.