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Emberheart was lazying in the camp, it was one of the few moments that she was in the camp. She was exhausted and to weak to bother moving anymore. Her depression was finally getting the better of her. She watched the cats move about, not bothering to talk with anyone since she couldn't think of anything to talk about.

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RunningPath padded up to EmberHeart, and laid down beside the she-cat. She mew'd a soft hello, and smiled.

"Heya," she mew'd softly, and purred.

She was always a nice cat, although RunningPath herself was depressed at times. For instance, her mate getting killed by the paws of Leo. Her own kits don't really even bother speaking to her no more. Ah, well, that is life, ya'know.

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Emberheart twitched her ear, not feeling up to talking since she was so tired. She looked at her but still didn't speak. Is she trying to cheer me up? No one can cheer me up, I lost my sister.... my other half, how can I? She.... she was everything and I feel so lost without her. Emberheart sighed before looking away and pressing her ears against her head.

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RunningPath blinked slowly, and nudged Emberheart friendly. She sighed softly, and placed her head upon her front paws.

"It's okay if you don't want to talk, not like anyone does anymore," she mostly said to herself, for she never really talked to anyone, "I was just hoping to find a new friend, is all."

She closed her eyes softly, while thoughts unraveled inside her head.

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Friends? Emberheart hadn't thought of friends, she could see past the pain she was feeling since she only looked at the pain. I know I need to move on but.... but... I can't she was my twin, I am missing half of me,I can't just forget about that and move on, Emberheart felt tears slid down her face as she stared blankly at the world around her, not sure what she could do.

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RunningPath noticed the tears, and sighed.

"Listen, I know how you feel. I know what happened, and I am sorry for your loss, but listen... I've lost my other half. He may not of been my twin, but he was my mate... I watched him die in front of me when I was pregnant. I knew something bad was going to happen, so I tried to follow, but it made it worse."

She looked down a bit, a few tears falling down her face as well. This wasn't looking good, both females were crying. But she soon stopped, but that took a bit.

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Emberheart looked at Runningpath, "Losing a mate isn't like a twin.... plus... I... I can't bare the thought of losing anyone else, it scares me since it's so hard to deal with the pain now, I don't want to know how hard it would be to lose a mate... or a kit.... both of which are things I dreamed of having," she muttered, unsure that she would be able to handle such loses on top of her sister. She was get worse by the day and know she was almost to weak to over. She wasn't trying to join her sister but with the way things where going, she would be soon, that was unless she found another reason to live and she was blind to them because of her pain.

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RunningPath scowled. She stared at EmberHeart, her tail tip twitching.

"You never had a mate, so don't go assuming that it don't feel the same. I'm still crying each night cause of it."

Her tail was now lashing back and forth, staring right at EmberHeart. She was being serious, too, for she wasn't playing no games. It hurt, horribly. Why won't anyone see that? It hurts worse when you see them dying right before your eyes!

Her claws slowly slid out of her paws and dug into the earth below her. She felt as if she was re-living the memory. Since of this, tears slowly slipped out of her eyes, while her teeth gritted on one another, her eyes completely shut.

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"And you've never lost your twin, it hurts," Emberheart stated looking at Runningpath, not understanding that the feeling of loss was the same, no matter the connection to the lost one. She wasn't trying to understand the pain Runningpath was in nor did she care enough to try. She sighed before looking around the clearing, wondering if she ever would be comfortable enough to move on, to fulfill her dream to have a mate and kits.

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The she-cat rolled her eyes, and looked away. She didn't feel comfortable no longer. She looked back at her, and sighed.

"I know. I'm sorry," she muttered, laying her head upon her paws.

RunningPath didn't know how to respond no longer; she felt so confused.

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